all i want is for people to like me. even if i hate someone, i still seek their approval. this is something that bothers me greatly about myself. i was very surprised at how easy it is for people to see this about me. "you just want the approval of everyone, and you depend on their approval for happiness." that was said to me by papa G (coach gensel). Am i that obvious? don't answer that.
i wish i could just walk into a room and be so confident that i could walk up to anyone and strike up a convorsation. but i'm not. that boy has commented on my hair, mittens, scarf and hat. what more is there for him to say to me. after a while he is going to run out of convorsation starters. but i just have to be a convorsation killer and respond with one word answers: "yes," "no," "thanks," then turn the other way.
my dad says i must look approachable because people keep on striking up random convorsations with me, but i wish i knew a way to not be so anti-social. geh.
i feel stupid when i answer questions wrong in class, and my professor is friends with my coach, and also he is my advisor. my face turned red.
i love surprises. but it makes it awfully hard for me to ever get mad at him. not that i could. but still. i was missing the first book in the twilight series, and lo and behold i discovered today that someone put a copy on my shelf next to new moon and eclipse. seriously. who does that?
"i'm a bitch, i'm a tease, i'm a goddess on my knees, when you hurt when you suffer i'm your angel undercover"
The Stand In
3 days ago
2 comments:
about the first part of your post, i'm the exact same way. I care way too much about whether or not ppl like me and i get told that all the time. i'm also a crazy conversation killer. I know exactly what you mean.
I don't think it's a bad thing to want people to like you...it's admirable. At least you care, sometimes I can't say the same and I end up hurting people. Aside from that, Kim, anyone would be crazy not to like you for you...cliche or not.
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