Sunday, January 18, 2009


If I knew what it could do
I would have never opened my eyes
And let the darkness in
You never let me compromise
In this game I can't win
How long will it take
For me to break free
How long will it take
For me to forget
What happened to your promises
I'd never be alone
I'd never be forgotten
What happened to those promises?
Did you forget?

Friday, January 2, 2009

so this is 2009

all things considered i think 2009 is going to be a great year. i think i will grow this year more than i have any other year. right now i am the weakest i have ever been in my life, but just like muscles... you break them down enough and they will come back stronger. so that is my hope.

to all my friends. i love you. i don't know what i would do without you. you mean so much to me i can't thank you enough for the things you do for me.

i have decided to deactivate my facebook account. i don't know if this is permanent, but i think this is a good step for me. i need to start living in reality where i get to know people from how they act and treat people and not what they post on facebook.